The obituary notice of Samuel Dylan SPENDELOW ('Sam')

I am missing you millions and billions Sam I have been thinking about you and it has been another year since I lost my little one but I know that you will be looking after my little one up there for me it doesn’t seem right still that your not here with us I miss our video calls and messages and I miss meeting up with you all the time

Missing you Sam, just passed 10 months without smoking anything. Wish you were here so I could tell you about it.

Look forward to the day I leave this place know we will meet again. Your wise words stick with me. They love differently in the next world, knew that dream was real felt your presence. Your words give me great hope, peace and joy. Thanks for the memories at Cromartie and Capewell.

Pleasure knowing you proper gentle guy.

Love you
Sam
Xxx

My dearest son Sam I miss u more than words can say and I would give anything to spend just one more day with u. Love u more than words can say sleep tightly beautiful baby boy love always mum xx

I am missing you ever so much Sam I wish you was here so I could tell you everything what has been going off and I am always waiting for a message from you and a video call from you It never gets easy it always seems to get harder everyday with out you I hope you are okay and I hope I am doing you proud brother you was more then my best friend and my brother you was my whole world I wish you was here today so I could give you a massive hug and plus I still have a court case going on and I wish you was here to support me through it miss you millions and billions I hope I see you again Sam my heart is broken with out you😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dear Sam, I was on a video call with ur brother Luke. I wish some much that u where here to meet and play with ur new nephew, he is nearly 4 months old and he reminds me so much of u at that age. He pulls the same looks u did and even has the same smile that u and Luke had at that age. I wish so much that u would be able to be here to have all the experiences that u have missed with ur brothers. They speak about u a lot and Luke even gave his son the middle name of Dylan to honour ur memory. You will never be forgotten and ur brothers and sister will tell u nephews about u. I miss u everyday my love always till we meet again love always mum Emma xx

Merry Xmas my beautiful son Sam I miss u more than u ever will know love always mum xx