The obituary notice of Maureen SHAKESPEARE

4 years ago today my heart shattered into tiny tiny pieces and it still hasn't been fixed to this day, because 4 years ago today you fell asleep forever and took apart of my heart with you.
And gosh nan, I miss you more and more every single day.. "time heals" they say.. but it seems it hasn't for me, for me its just feels like this hole in my heart gets bigger every year you are not here.
I miss your smile, your face, your laugh and it scares me to death incase I forget any single small detail about you. I never want you to fade away from my memories.
I have your pictures hanging on our walls and playing on repeat on my frame and I talk about you all the time.. my heart cant forget, I won't let it.
I know you are still up there somewhere, looking down and protecting all of us, I know u are no longer hurting and in pain but it doesnt stop me from wanting to see you just one last time and to tell you all the things I never got to say to you.
To tell you thankyou- for practically raising me.. i was always stuck to your side since I was just a small kid, you were more then just a nan to me, u were like another mother.
To tell u thankyou for helping me whenever I needed help and u would always always go out your way to help me no matter what.
And to say I love you- I never to the chance to say it probably to you.. I missed my chance.

I hope its beautiful up wherever you are nan, I hope you are safe and happy and healthy again.
And I hope one day you can give me a small sign showing me that you are still around but for now nan, rest in peace 🙏 I will love you always and ill miss you more forever ❤️

Can't believe it's 4 years tomorrow since we lost you. 💔 love and remembrance. John. X

Thinking of you mother this Christmas.miss and love you always ❤️

Tomorrow is Christmas day nan, another year has passed without you here and its another year that I just seem to miss you more and more. Christmas time always seemed to hit me hard that you are not around anymore, I dont know why but Christmas just doesnt feel like Christmas without you here.
I miss you so much nan, so much it hurts.
But I hope that you are doing ok up there and that your Christmas will be filled with love and joy.. wherever you may be.
Just wanted you to know how much you are thought about, how missed you are and how much I love you ❤️
Merry Christmas nan.
My angel 🪽 xxx

3 years tomorrow we all lost the most amazing, kind hearted lady in the world, my beautiful nan.

Nan, I miss you so so very much,
Since you have been gone, there feels like there's apart of me missing. I don't think that feeling will ever go away.
You were always such a huge part of my life, helping me in every which way you could.
You were simply amazing.
I know you are up there in heaven, looking down on all of us, making sure we are all OK.
I just wish I could I see your face, if only for just one last time.
You were such a great Nan to me, I can't even express how much i love you and how much I miss you every single day.
It's just not the same without you here.
You are the brightest, prettiest star in the sky Nan. Twinkling forever and always 💫