3 years yesterday Sam, i will forever hold blame if i could of, or would of, or if only and so on, waking up to you that morning will forever live with me, it was one of the worst days of my life sam. And I’m so sorry I couldn’t have saved you. You came to my life and become my best friend instantly, we had the best times, I miss them times, I miss you, your advice, your genuine friendship, and mostly above all how big ur heart was. You got me out a dark place, we both helped each other massively, and we had the best days, even if it was just chatting in our spot sinking down four cans of desperados. I really hope the heavens know how lucky they are to have you. I hope you r at peace, I hope u and bookie are looking over ur nearest and dearest. I still see the signs, I still feel ur presence, I just don’t ever think ill come to terms with the fact how unfair life is, the fact someone with such a beautiful, selfless heart had to be taken so young, it makes me question so much really. I will come and let some balloons off in the next couple of days so you get them in heaven, me and star will. You would of loved her, in some strange way- I believe in some shape or form, u brought her to me, because after loosing you, well you know the rest as I tell you a lot. keep that smile alight Sam, you were always far to precious for this world, and I’m sorry I wasn’t able to save you, I will live with that until the day I see you at them gates, and we sink a can of desperados together again. Until then my forever friend, keep shining bright ✨ I love and miss you more than words could ever say..
Katie Bisgrove
15/07/2025
