Love and miss you so much Mum.
Today was Dad's cremation at Bockenfield, Felton, cuddled the matching blue heart all day.
The sun came out this afternoon and I instantly thought, is it time?
So many thoughts, memories and emotions...just hope he is ok and understands.
His life became one big circle born at Felton Lane Crossings and then Creamation at Felton, which looks so peaceful and calming.
Still cannot believe he's gone...just so quick...I didn't want him to suffer but so quick...
Desperate to turn the clock back and move into the bungalow, the 3 of us and be with Shaun, that's is the perfect life.
Some jokes and sayings I have picked up over the years will live on but now there is only me, you have Alex. Star and Rain...
The next chapter begins...I have found black/grey feathers at number 8 front door and number 14 back door which I have taken comfort in.
Need to get better which is going to take time but need to get there...
I miss you both so much, just want to feel safe in Shaun's arms...
The road ahead is long and difficult and I will need to reach out for support...Shaun and his Dad have really helped, miss you so much mummy.
I am scared and need cuddles.
But I have been brave especially when today seemed impossible.
Love you so much xxx
James Hunter miss you so much, never thought this day would come, came to rely on you and our bubble...now it's burst.
That's life! Hard and cruel.
Will celebrate you tomorrow, thinking of you and hope you are ok xxx
James Hunter
Bockenfield Crematorium, Felton
Thursday 2 October 2025
💛xxx
Andrea and Shaun
02/10/2025