The obituary notice of Maureen Christine HAYES (Tointon)

Well that’s the first Easter done with without you, just the next hurdle to climb for Gordneys first birthday without you to go. It’s been far from easy, this last nine months have been torture. Miss you so much mum, you truly were my life and world. How many times were we told we were two peas in a pod, as thick as thieves, in and out of each others pockets & each others shadow? Never thought you would leave us the way you did, how I wish the clocks could really go back.
Miss you 100’s of times each and everyday.
My world & your shadow forever.
Until we meet again mum.
So much pain and torture not seeing you again, not hearing you laugh, not seeing the pride in your eyes.
It’s all now just an empty “nothing”
My best friend always.
I love you so much xxxxxx x

Our first Mother’s Day without you, to think this time last year….
How many tears have I cried, the sleepless nights of wishing we could all turn the clocks back, wouldn’t that be amazing
I will never get used to you not being here with us, you truly were the very best of the best. My heart broke into a million pieces. A million tiny pieces that I don’t want to fix.
Miss you so, so much. Love you forever. My world your shadow.. always xxx

Everything is still in slow motion.. you’d have been 87 in a a couple of weeks. Will be the first I’ve ever been apart from you.
I dread it
Miss you so, so much. And with every beat of my heart I wish you could fly down to me.. even if it is just for an hour
Love you that much it hurts
Will always be your shadow and you will forever be my world
xxxxxx x

It’s getting lighter every day yet I can’t tell you.
The buds are starting to show, I can’t tell you
I miss you so much yet I can’t tell you
I love you so much.. and still I can’t tell you
xxxxxxx

Isn’t it strange mum. Without you life has no meaning
I miss you so, so much
xxxxxx x