The obituary notice of Maureen Christine HAYES (Tointon)

One year ago, today was the day of your funeral, one year and 23 days after you flew away – The absolute worse days of my entire life, how I have managed to get through I honestly don’t know. Your are constantly on my mind A beautiful robin appears on my fence every day, looking in the window, I pray it is a sign from you and that you are enjoying yourself up there more than you did down here, you’ll be waling and dancing away to all the beautiful songs that you used to do when we were younger, I treasure this memories, and each memory I relive all the time, its just a close of the eyes and I’m back there, all the laughs, the looks at each other, trying our hardest not to laugh, the tears though joy and also sadness, we went through everything together didn’t we. Two peas in a pod, knowing each other’s thoughts, knowing the love for each other outweighed anything and everything. We always had each other, I was forever your shadow, and you were and still are my whole world. I miss you so much mum, I just pray I will be with you up there when I walk through those big golden gates sitting on the floor next to you in the chair, leaning against your legs while you brush my hair again. Just being next to you was where I felt safe and if you sat on the settee I would follow. I miss you so much in everything I do. Love you my beautiful mum always xxxxxx x

Thank you Kirsty for you kind words. We really appreciate it. And thank you for the kind, caring & loving thing you did for our mum, it’s a year on Monday, a whole long sad year, miss her so much, my life, my world, her shadow forever .xx

I only recently learned of your death. Although I stopped caring for you, I never stopped caring about you. I'd often think of you, and wonder what kind of mischief you were getting up to. Taking care of you and getting to know you was a real pleasure. Such a beautiful lady with a big heart. Your home felt like a second home to me. It was a very saddening moment to learn of your death. May loving and happy memories of your Mum help you find peace xx

All my love, Kirsty.

Will be a whole long lonely year soon, I still feel the same as I did 11 months ago, heartbroken.
A silent world spent in darkness. That’s what I go through everyday.
Miss you so, so much.
So much pain since you left, nothing is ever the same xxxxxx x