The obituary notice of Christina (Tina) CHAPMAN

Happy International Women’s Day to my favourite woman! My favourite person!
Thank you for teaching me everything it means to be a woman in this world.
You taught me to be strong, and always follow my heart, to never do anything I didn’t want to, to be independent, to be kind and loving and to always stand up for myself!
Thank you for being my role model, for guiding me through life and being my absolute hero!
You were the strongest person I have ever known!
Even now your strength never ceases to amaze me and your constant love and support!
On this day last year we sat together in the garden for the last time.
We sat in the sun, drinking shandy and listening to UB40.
I remember then, staring at you and thinking how lucky I was to have you as my mummy!
I miss you every second of every day mummy!
My heart still hurts all the time! The pain never goes!
I love you so so so so much my beautiful mummy! Tons and tons xxxxxxxxxx

Mummy it’s been a hard week! I’m missing you so loudly this week. Pining for you, desperate for a hug and just to talk to you. I love you so so much. I miss you so much it’s hurts my heart! I’ll never feel whole again. Love you tons and tons xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mummy bear,10 months feels like yesterday but also forever.
The person that stood behind me and beside me,quietly holding me up when I didnt know i was falling.Now all I have is standing at your graveside,flowers carefully chosen in my hand asking you for strength to get through one more day without you.I ache for the things that should still be here mum.A phone call,a chat about nothing and everything,Your warm hugs that made me feel safe and hearing i love you from your soft,tender,warm voice.The silence you left is so loud.This hurt will never get better mum.Its too big,too deep and too unfair.WHY MY MUM?.
Every tear,every ache,every moment of missing you is proof of how deeply I was loved by you and how deep i still love you.
I think of you every single second,minute,hour,day.I have felt you with me and had your scent surrounding me but its not enough I miss you so very much.My heart will never be whole its broken in a thousand pieces and doesn't feel like it beats the same,when I lost you I lost myself and I will never be the same again as long as I live.
You were my rock mummy bear.How very blessed I feel to of been gifted the best mummy bear.As the 23rd of march draws closer I think of everything that was going on this time last year,Theres things in my head that will stay with me forever.I watch the video of you on the sofa telling me I Love you and I listen to it and imagine your arms wrapped around me saying it.
I love and miss you so much.They said the pain heals mum but its getting harder and more painful everyday I dont see or hear you.I know your watching down,paying us visits and i know of all things theres one thing you would be most proud of.
Im sure you looking after all the angel babies.
I love you so very much
Your 2nd baby girl

She valued love,integrity and kindness above all else and believed these to be life's true measure.

Happy New Year my beautiful mummy!
Last night I had to pretend it was just a normal night, because the thought of leaving you behind in 2025 and going into 2026 without you was too much for my heart to bear.
But I will carry you with me every second of every day, week, month, year! Always!
We’ve been together as a family over Christmas and I’m sure you’ve been with us, and we will do the same this year.
I know that where you are time is non existent so we will all be together soon to you, but to me, one day without you is like a life time.
There’s not a single second that goes by where I don’t miss you, yearn for a hug and your wise words or just to see your face.
But any pain I feel for missing you is so much better than you ever having to have pain again.
I love you mummy sooo much.
Tons and tons xxx

My beautiful mummy bear.....
The last day of the year.The worst year of my life.
As the clock strikes 12 I will be glad that the events of 2025 are gone but it also means the last time I seen you,spoke to you,heard you voice was last year and that hurts like hell.Every year you called me to say happy new year I really hope this is a better year for everyone.
Happy heavenly new year mummy bear.My first new year ever with no mummy.I love you so very much,my heart will never heal from the pain and on the strike of 12 I will think of you and take you into 2026 in my heart.
Rest peacefully in a place of freedom and no pain.My amazing mummy bear that is missed more than anything in this world.We will continue to keep making you proud and we all know you are watching everything daily.

Merry Christmas mummy bear.i have no words about today.I love and miss you so very much.
Just distraught I am just absolutely shattered this is not how xmas should be.

Merry Christmas my beautiful angel mummy! There’s so much I will miss about today! I don’t even have the words!
We will raise a glass for you. Thinking of you always! My heart pines for you.
Have the best time with your family.
Love you so so so much mummy.
Tons and tons xxx