The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING WIFE

Hello sweetheart, time to send you all my love and to tell you I miss you still so very much.

I was in the garden today darling, tending to your roses , and each one reminded me of you, so lovely, so beautiful and making everything around me so wonderful.

I take such care of them darling as each bud or flower will remind me of you. it will see like a journey of life darling, like we shared for all those wonderful years, each day I loved you more, just like the roses my love for you grew, and I did not want to be anywhere else but with you my darling wife.

Whatever plans I had for my life and journey came to a dead stop the moment my eyes saw you, I fell in love with you every minute from then on.

I found the one, my soul mate and best friend , the one who took my breath away and captured my heart, forever.

You took me on a beautiful journey my darling , one filled with love and care and for that darling I will forever love you with all my heart as my home is where you are darling and always will be.

I pray each day for a miracle that I will see you, talk to you and hold your hand and hold you tight, one day darling I will have my miracle and I will spend the rest of eternity being by your side.

My darling, as always, take care and be safe.

Always remember I love you so much


Ken

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I WASNT READY TO LOSE YOU

I remember the day so well, the day my mum had to go with the Angels, inside me broke forever.

One moment I was hold your hand, praying for one more second, one more smile, and hoping for a miracle.

The next moment, silence fell, and filled the room in a way I had never felt before, being there with you, no words could describe the pain of watching the person we loved the most slip away into Gods care.

I want to stop time, I wanted to beg god not to take you, it wasn't your time, and we didn't want you go, but life kept moving - even while my heart shattered and stood still.

Since that day, laughter has never sounded the same, not seeing you at home as never felt the same, part of me still lives that final goodbye, not knowing how to adjust to it.

People say healing comes with time, but my heart doesn't believe that, you never truly completely heal from losing your mum, the loss is to big.

You simply learn how to carry the pain with you while continuing to live, but your never far from my thoughts and in my heart, there still days I reach for the phone , wishing I could hear your voice just one more time, and to say love you.

SENDING LOVE TO MY MUM

If love could cross Heaven, I hope mine reaches you today. There are still so many things I wish I could tell you.

About the days I survived, about the dreams I'm still chasing, about the moments when I needed your embrace the most.

Sometimes I look at up at the sky and wonder if you can see me?, I hope you know that I haven't forgotten a single piece of your love, its locked inside my heart.

I still feel the warmth of your hugs, the comfort of your voice, the prayers you whispered for me, they still live inside my heart.

No distance, not even heaven can stop my love for you, we are mother and daughter and two best friends.

So today , I'm sending you all my love , I miss you more than words could ever say, take care my beautiful Angel.



love you always

Tracy


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MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, we have just had Fathers Day weekend, and I can only say my Angel, I missed you so much.

It was a day to remember, how wonderful a life I have had and for 56 years darling I spent with you, the love of my life and you gave me that life darling with your love and friendship and caring ways.

I so love you sweetheart, I could really do with you being with me now, to ease the pain I have felt since the day you had to go away and join the Angels, you can feel the pain darling but this type of pain is beyond words, it is in your mind, your heart and everything you do.

It is like living in a fantasy world where you tell everybody you are fine but deep down inside your crying for the one you love, the one who could put you back together again, you made me so happy darling, just by being with you, being able to kiss you, cuddle you and hold your hand, you was the most wonderful person that I could find to fall in love with and give me all of your heart.

Please my darling be safe, take care and I send you all my everlasting love.


I love you

KEN
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MY ANGEL - MY WIFE

Hello again my beautiful Angel, another week has come to a close, and my world is much the same.

I miss you darling all the time, you are everywhere and everything I touch my darling, life doesn't not come with a guide book, you start your journey and then you stop dead because in front of you is the most beautiful and wonderful person you have ever seen on your journey, she takes your breath away and your heart goes into overdrive.

All you can do from that moments is think of them being with them and starting a life together, and you know deep down inside you have the one and you are ready to start a new journey with.

You know you are ready to start a new journey with them and my darling the journey I share with you was wonderful, you was so loving, so caring and always ready with open arms to comfort someone, and share all the love you had to give, and I was the most luckiest of them all , because I had you darling for those beautiful wonderful years.

I lived the dream that most people want darling, thank you my darling for being my wife, letting me love you and for keeping the dream alive.

My angel in heaven I love you so much and miss you , and I want to see you again, I cannot my darling live another life without you, I need you, and I want you forever.

God bless my Angel, take care and be safe for me, and my love will be forever with you.


Love you darling in Heaven

Ken

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MY DEAREST - MY DARLING


My darling, time to send you all my love and tell you how much I miss you.

The weeks pass darling but everyone feels the same, no matter how I feel or think everything leads back to you, the silence, the loneliness, the wanting you back home with me, are there everyday, it hurts so much, all the dreams you had your life together ending so suddenly in the blink of any eye.

Darling your world stops , and has hard as you try to carry on nothing feels real anymore, you have lost your soul mate, your wife, your best friend in the whole world.

You reach out for the love you had, the one one you loved so much and shared a life with, the one you need to help you, to comfort you and share in your dream, to kiss and hold and tell them all day that you love them with all your heart.

Deep inside darling you know you cannot reaper your heart, you cry at the smallest of things, and sometimes you might sleep for a while and when you awaken you find your world is the same and so it goes on darling wishing, hoping, dreaming about the one person who was the love of your life and the one person that made your life complete in every way, and make your days so happy that you never ever wanted to leave their side for a minute.

I love you my darling, and my love for you will always be with you, god bless my angel, be safe and take care , and I send you all my love and kisses and hugs to you.


love you always

Ken


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MY ANGEL - MY DARLING

Hello again my darling, it is that time again to let you know how much I still love you, and miss you with all my heart.

No matter how good and helpful people are, they try so hard to help you overcome, but in your mind darling the pain still remains as strong as ever, and you also know the answer you are looking for.

I have only ever had only one love my darling and that was you, you stole my heart the moment I saw you and you are still in my heart and always will be.

If only I could reach out and talk to god, and ask him to let you come home to me and then darling when it is time we could go together so neither of us will ever be alone again and we could carry on in love and happiness all over again.

I can only thank you my darling for giving me a wonderful life, you was so easy to love, to care for and I want to do it all over again with you.

So my darling please wait for me so I can fall in love with you all over again , and take care of you and hold your hand so tight that I will never lose you again.

God bless my darling wife, may the angels look after you. keep you safe and warm and tell you how much you mean to me and how, much I so deeply love you darling.


Love you darling forever and always


Ken

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