The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

MY DEAREST DARLING WIFE

Hello darling, the end of another week, my world is much the same, missing you every minute and wanting to see you again.

I go out now darling and look and talk to the flowers and hope you can hear my words and understand my thoughts and dreams.

At least now darling I have a focus to ease the pain and for the next few months I can think and dream of you whilst in the garden, and you can make sure that I'm taking good care of your flowers and garden.

I hope you can see your garden and that you like it, as it was put there so we can always remember you darling and as we go in and out we can look upon it and think of you sitting there, looking over us and our memories of you will never fade, you will always be in our hearts and minds darling forever.

I love and miss you so much, I've loved you always and always will, our wedding day only lasted a day but darling it set us on a path of love and happiness that has lasted to this day.

I will love you always and forever and I will forever miss you, there are no words my darling I can write to say how much my heart is broken, my heart will always be yours to have and to hold.

Some day when I can hold your hand again , my life will begin again as I will be where I want to be, and that is with you again, the love of my life, and we can start a new life together and go on a forever journey.

God bless my darling wife, take care and be safe and I will see you again one day.


My love forever



Ken xxxxxxx

ALWAYS YOUR MUM - A LETTER FROM HEAVEN


To my beautiful daughter, now living without me on this earth, I hope you know we are forever connected by the miracle of your birth.

For a little piece of me , lives in the very heart of you, so take comfort in the fact that I will always be with you, in everything you do.

My daughter and best friend, you turned out more amazing that I could have ever hoped you would become, the greatest achievement of my life was just to say I'm you Mum.

I know you're missing me tremendously, a pain that will never leave, how I wish I could wrap my arms around you, to hold you as you grieve.

But I know you still feel my presence, for our souls will never part, for we are always intertwined as I am forever in your heart, for some things can simply not be broken, even if were worlds apart.

I know the road without me seems impossible, as the waves of grief come crashing in, but I promise I will always be guiding you, just look within and you will feel me with you.

Our love will never fade, our bond will never fade, and we will always have each other in our hearts.

I'm so proud that you call me Mum xxxxx

This message I was given completely sums up everything between us, the love, the bond, friendship, respect and most of all how hard life can be to deal with grief...... I love and miss you so much xxx


Tracy

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IF COULD BORROW MY MUM FOR JUST A MOMENT

I often say to my self, I wish I could reach to heaven and ask if I could just borrow my mum for a few moments.

Just long enough to hold tightly once more, and tell her that I love and miss her everyday, and that she is always in my heart.

I would like to thank her for every sacrifice she made and done it without hesitation, and every prayer she ever done for her children.

When she was still here, I thought there would always be so much more time together, but god had hes own plans and we weren't to know.

Now all that remains is love, memories, and heart full of love that missis you everyday.

If only I could borrower her one more time xx

Love and miss you to the stars any beyond my heavenly angel, god bless and take care.


love you

Tracy

MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING WIFE

Hello darling, another week as passed and it is time for me to send you all my love. I hope you are taking good care of yourself and the Angels are keeping you safe for me.

I am trying hard darling to do things at home but my hearts not truly in it, we where a team darling now it is not the same, everything seems harder to do.

I have lots of tomorrows moments, but now that list is so long I wont ever get through it all on my own, I could do with your help darling, just to make sure what I do will make you happy.

At the moment I am doing your garden, so we can grow all the flowers you love and make it a special place for you to visit and have a wonderful time amongst the flowers you love.

So when I look around darling I will feel you close and I know that we have done it together and I will have a summer of love to look at it all, and think of you my darling wife.

Beautiful flowers for a beautiful and wonderful wife, whom I love more than words can say, and whom I will forever be in love with, and at night I can dream of you out there amongst the flowers that were planted with so much love for you my darling, and as I care for them and touch each one, I am in my heart touching you darling and whom I will care for and love all my life.

so from the bottom of my heart my darling, I send you all my love my darling wife, my whole world, God bless and take care, be safe darling and always remember my darling I love you beyond the stars.

My forever Lasting Love Darling

KEN

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I HOPE YOU HEAR ME IN HEAVEN

In the quiet moments that come without warning, I still call your name ...

I tell you little things everyday , like your still here beside me, just like before....

I share how my days have been, how much I miss you everyday, and how missing you never fades ....

I don't know if my words reach you in heaven, if they travel above the clouds and time ....

But my heart chooses to believe that somehow , in a way I cant explain, you can still feel it ....

There are so many things I never got to say, so many hugs I owe you ....

I know heaven must be a beautiful place.....because your in it.

Love you to the stars and beyond ..... miss you so much.



love you mum

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MY ANGEL - MY WIFE

Hello darling, another week is coming to a close, and now the pain we have had will at least ease a bit, after all the heartache we have had to face as we do at the beginning of every year.

But my darling the grief, the heartache and pain will never ever leave us, as I love you too much my darling to let go.

The first day I saw you darling I followed my heart, and to this day darling I am so in love with you and when I see you again I will follow my heart and I will be yours again. I will go on and on loving you I cant let you go darling, my love for you runs through my veins and every part of my body.

It is these feelings I have for you my angel that helps me so much and my thoughts of seeing you again raises my heart and brings tears to my eyes as long as we are apart.

My feeling, my thoughts and my dreams of you will never change whatever it takes of me darling to be with you again, I will do, and more if I have to .

You are my true love, my darling wife and I want to be with you again for all eternity, no matter where, just you and me darling on a journey for the rest of our lives, and beyond.

God bless my darling , take care and be safe , sleep tight my angel.

My forever love to you my darling

Ken

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MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my darling, well my love some how through sadness and loneliness and many tears I got through your birthday.

I so much wanted to hear your voice one more time and give you my love on this special day for you, I think my darling when I see you again I wont stop talking as I need to make up for all the time I have missed you and being here at home with all of us, as darling your place is here with us , you gave us love, guided us through life with your tenderness and comfort and most of all darling you never ending love for us all.

Now my darling your in heaven we owe you so much , and a s a family you always will be our guiding light, I love you so much and I cherish every single minute we where together and now with my memories of you and my dreams to live on each day but darling with hope in my heart and with love we will be as one again and to have my beautiful darling wife in my arms again, it will make all the pain go away.

This will fill my heart with forever love for you darling, god bless my darling in heaven, take care and be safe for me and I will love you forever.

Goodnight love and kiss
To you, my forever darling wife


Ken

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MY LIFE'S BIGGEST INSPIRATION

The photo of my amazing mum, in the Blue/Tweed suit taken in 1966 at the Fleet club in Devonport.

This photo was originally taken and sent to my father who was in the Royal Navy and was deployed to Bahrain at the time.

Every time I look at this photo, It tells me what a wonderful person my mum was, she married, had a family and worked all her life.

She taught me to be a better person, to follow my dreams, she is my biggest inspiration, even though she's not here, she still guides me in so many ways, and she gives me the strength to keep going, everything I am and everything I'm trying to become is because of you.

love and miss you my heavenly angel


TRACY

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