The obituary notice of Sandra Ann BRUMWELL

MY DARLING WIFE

Hello my angel, another week as passed, my world has not changed, just everything around me seems to move on and I am just looking out watching it all change and move on without me.

I so love you my darling wife, you are my whole world, I spent my life with you, every moment was wonderful, to behold everything about you was perfect, you loved , you cared and being with you made my life so full and so happy.

Now that you are gone from me my angel, I cannot find the same happiness, what we shared, it was love beyond any words, I was madly and deeply in love with you.

Now without you, I cannot cope on my own, I feel sad and lonely and empty inside, you made my life darling and without you now I am in pieces.

I have prayed to god so many times to let you come back home to me, maybe one day my prayers will be answered and I will hold you again and tell you I love you, but whatever happens in the days ahead darling my love for you will always be true and my heart will always belong to you, my one true love of my life.

What we had was so special and I want to live that life all over again with you , what we had was once in a life time, a love story that most people would love but can only dream about.

So my darling in heaven please wait for me so we can continue our love story and dream again , together.


God bless my darling wife
Take care and be safe
I love you so much


KEN

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MY DARLING

Hello again my darling, we have reached the end of another week, and very soon we will have another bank holiday, another time when we would spend the weekend away, but this time I will be staying home.

There is no more happiness darling when I cannot do it with you, I really miss you, I sit and think of the times gone by, the day I first saw you, I put my big boy pants on and tightened my belt and walked over to talk to you, I had no idea what to say, my heart was going ten to the dozen, my mouth was dry, I was shaking and then all of a sudden it al fell into place.

We danced, we talked, I took you home and we meet again the very next day and from then on my darling our journey began, building a life together, it was wonderful, exciting, romantic and everything you wanted it to be.

For this my darling I THANK YOU for loving me, taking care of me and covering me in hugs and kisses, you was the best friend ever and I so loved you from top to toe.

I found and then loved the most wonderful person you could ever want to meet, and I found and fell in love with you.

That my darling is still the same to this very day, you are my sunrise and my sunset and my next breath.

I will love you forever and ever, so take my hand and lead me to paradise, god bless my angel in heaven, take care and be safe and no matter where you are or how far away you are my love will always be with you darling.


love you forever


KEN

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MY DEAREST DARLING


Hello my darling, another week as come to an end, I only wish darling I could say that some happiness has eased the days, but my angel it was not to be.

Grief my darling, is with you every day, you have to live with it, but it is so cruel, you only live moment to moment, you dream, you prey, you wish that the next day will be the day the pain will ease.

I look to the heavens my darling for the brightest star, which I know in my heart will be you, I send you my love and tell you what I am thinking, we talk for ages about anything, everything and nothing.

Each time I wany to fly to you, to be near you, but then when dawn breaks and the stars fade away and I am standing there alone with tears in my eyes, wanting the night time to fall again, so I can look for you all over again, and maybe one day darling a small piece of my heart will fall back into place.

I love you so much my darling and I so want to be with near you again because what we had was so precious, a love story in everyway, you was my life in everyway from the first time I saw you until the day you became an angel.

Even now my darling my love for you is as strong as ever even now I cannot see you, or touch you, I think and dream of you all the time and always will darling, until I see you again, good night my angel, be safe and take care for me, and I love you with all my heart.


My love forever

KEN

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YOU’RE IN HEAVEN

I believe heaven is a beautiful place, because you live there now..

A soul as kind as yours, a heart so gentle, a love so pure, could only belong somewhere as beautiful as heaven...

Sometimes I close my eyes, I think back to my childhood, as a little girl, and all the wonderful memories are right there and my heart is full again.

As much as it hurts to be without you everyday, I imagine that your free from pain, free from tears, and some how those thoughts give me peace , and my thoughts comfort me knowing heaven now shines a little brighter because there's some as special as you there.

But if I'm honest , a part of me still wishes you were here with us today ...

Heaven took you way too soon from us, and there's a big emptiness in our hearts that nothing on earth will ever fill.

So yes, heaven must be more beautiful now ...

But for me the world was far more beautiful when you were here with us, walking beside me everyday.


love and miss you every day
Tracy

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THEY SAY HEAVEN IS BEAUTIFUL

God.. please take care of my mum in the most beautiful place by your side...

Hold her with your endless love , just as she once held me ...

Please tell her how deeply I love her and how much I miss here - not a single day passes without her in my heart ...

There are still many times I wish I could tell her, and so many times hugs I wish I could give her, if only I had the chance to do so ...

If my mum can hear me , please let her know I'm trying to be strong until the days we meet again , I will carry my love and my treasured memories of her in my heart for ever ...



I miss her so much