Miss you so much Paul, remembering some of your wishes that you told me about, my memory maybe full from others, but, I often remember your skills, wishing I could be sometimes on the back your trial motorcycle with you, and sharing a polo mint with you, admiring your lace design that you showed me that did at where you worked, and you were was so happy that you worked for the lace factory in Nottingham. Every time I end up with a ladder in my tights and drinking a Budweiser bottle of beer, I suddenly remember you tearing off my tights and putting them over your head and we falling in the back of your van and cuddling up. Their was nothing but, platonic friendship between us and having a laugh, you was full of energy and just knew how to make me laugh and smile, you could see through me and miss you so much. We were all having a laugh at the Hilltop then the angels came down to try to protect You, Mark and Neil.
I wished I'd of stayed behind to been able to stop you all if I'd of known what was going to happen next. I would of never of left you all that early that night.
Love you and Miss you often, I talk about you all to the people I know and strangers too.
Miss all of you Paul, Mark and Neil.
Love Glenise and Family XXX
Glenise Bendall
03/06/2025
