Still can’t believe your really gone Mam I keep waking up every day hoping it’s a nightmare .! You birthed Me, raised me, protected me, guided & loved me through life You learnt me everything I needed to know on how to be a woman & a mother, I can’t possibly imagine living life without you mam.. you were so full of love, happiness, wise advice, forgiveness, bit stubborn & sarcastic at times but that just made you who even more lovable .. not only were you always there for me and Steph but you were there for both your grandkids that alone brings my broken heart together with a bit warmth thinking of all the memories you helped create with them, helping learn them important things they’ll need in life, everytime I needed help, or advice, a break, anything youde take them without asking but my god youde send them back full of sugar alive and ready to run circles around me 😂 you lit up the room soon as you walked in mam, you kept us all together especially when dad died you literally took on the world to protect your girls as always & now your not here to fix our broken hearts i can only try and imagine how you done it for us, I guess knowing your out of pain & not suffering anymore is the only bit of closure I can take from all of this pain, I hope your up there making your heavenly home cozy sitting chilling on the couch watching all your documentaries as you use to, go live your best after life mam until we’re all there pestering you again .. thank you for always being there, loving us, forgiving us & still being the best mam you could be to us, please look down on us all, haunt us, give us signs & protect us like you always have we love you forever and always mam rest easy my beautiful angel xxxxxxxx
Sophie Marie shaw
07/01/2026
