I miss you terribly, gran. I think about you every single day and the memories we shared. Thank you for the memories and loving me for who I was as a person. I am so sorry that I failed to visit you when your illness was reaching its peak point as, for me, it was absolutely heartbreaking and actually frightening to witness my best friend rapidly declining the way that you did. I was never able to say goodbye in the way that I wanted to and to let you know once last time that I love you with all of my heart and that I will never forget about you. You taught me so many valuable and helpful life lessons apart from the lesson on how to live life without you. I wish you never left so soon and I wish I had gotten to give you one last cuddle. My heart has been aching so much lately and I don't think it will heal for a very long time. I am deeply sorry for the worry and upset I put you through at times when my mental health was at its lowest, but you showed me love, courage, and determination like no-one else did. You have always been a major inspiration and role model to me and I will carry on your memory for as long as I exist. Although I am grieving, I feel a sense of relief now you are gone as you were suffering so much and things only would've gotten a lot more painful and scary for you. I am also relieved that you are now reunited with your loving and caring husband, Jimmy, after 37 years since his sudden departure. You were both soulmates who loved one another more than anything and I just know that life wasn't the best for you since that awful and traumatic day in 1988. I hope that you both are at peace now, especially now being back with your dad, granny Curran, Willie, and everyone else who died that meant the world to you. Please give my dad a hug from me and tell him how much I miss him as well. I still can't believe that I have lost both of my best friends and that's my gran and my dad. I love you and miss you so bad. Rest in peace, my beautiful angel 💔💔
Rebecca Imlach
24/05/2025
