Acknowledgement for Spencer CLARK

hi son 16th tomorrow so il be up with flowers .i miss you every day .had ruaraidh and daisy today they brought me flowers .havent felt so well recently and it has been so hot, was daisys bithday yesterday you would love her .she is so bright .lovely long hair and blue eyes .makes me happy when i see her .brought sun back into my life again .stays over with us but not this weekend .thinking of you and missing you love mam

hi son your birthday tomorrow have been to crem so you have your flowers for your birthday was daves yesterday i miss you both .time has gone on lot of changes not always for good lot of friends i have are gone but i dont go far now, getting old spencer .hadnt been to well but you know me wont give in, .hate sitting still like to get on with things. had ruaraidh daisy and dallas at weekend .hadnt seen them for a few weeks but daisy stayed over you would love them . .i miss you every day , but nobody knows what round the corner, so just keep going as no other choice till next time love mamx

hi son was looking at all messages and rereading them i must have had a senior moment as i put twelve years and its 13 on august 4 i never forget that day or your birthday 21st may so many changes sometimes its hard to keep up with everything .lost alison as well so has been hard over last few years as we talked about you and i heard most days so havent got that now only see ruaraidh once a week if not busy but always working and weekends i usualy have daisy .doesnt make up for you not being here if only we knew what future holds would we do things differently as cant change things but wish you were still here as miss you everyday and that never changes love you always mam

hi son may coming up soon and another year with out you i miss you everyday say it gets easier but it really doesnt i often wonder what you would have done if still with us ruaraidh has the two children you would love them dallas is quiet and daisy very grown up for nearly 7 dallas starts school in september and daisy moves across to what used to be grass royal so following in dads footsteps getting older myself but miss and love you that will never change

hi son missed you a lot lately have daisy this week its nice but tiring getting old i think nearly 13 years since lost you but think of you every day i see ruaraidh at week ends when he brings daisy and dallas and he rings wed .wish you could be here .paul is semi retired works weekends for a few hours .know your never forgotten and loved and missed every day love you mamxx